TING YU JIA IS THE NICEST PERSON!(:
SHE HELPS ME THINK OF MY PP!
& I DON'T NEED TO BURN MY BRAIN CELLS!
:DDDDDDDDDD







arent you touched?(:

sunday.
went to ball with sis,yujia,kimo,sylvia at 200 plus at yishun.
is fun, seriously.too bad, shane din went down due to her DB.
okay la, must forgive her cus DB is tough lehh.
reach hm late & kena nagging.
cus my sis have MYE & we play till qutie late. :x
was so shiok after the game though(:

monday.
having sociology.
was easier compared to last few weeks? (:
went breakfast with cheer for breakfast.
din finish it cus dont feel like eating.
then second breakout went to W6(3rd flloor) with classmate.
bring laptop down too!(:
after tt, finishing my ppt le, then meet J for some slacking.
jokes around. :D
sent her back to her block then back to mine since i've already done with mine.
my group is always the one who kena shoot even though we have already change group.
cheer came to find me & we headed over to E6 to meet shige(our PP advisior)then went over to W4 to eat.
oh man, i'm so hungry can.
eat chicken rice!*slurp, the rice is as yummy!(:
went to get waffle & bbt for someoneeee!
haha.pinzie went for trgg too!
adele was somehow surprised by this. haha!
we were late so able to skipped sprints!
hoorayy!many people were jealous butt too late.
haha! so some defending skills then game. was put as an C at first.
seriously,i almost die on the court!
as i did not really rmbb where do Center play though it should be somehow the same but i just cant get it right.
haha!guess im gonna work hard for it.(:
coach tell me that im not in the main team.
supposed to be sad, but im not totally.
there is good & bad too.((;
cus coach say he dont want to put me as bench player so wanna ask me to help out another team.(:
supper treat form coach & home.
&&&&RJ-ed.
&&&&& (:

tuesday.
lesson was inculsive physical.
more on theroy today.
&more of science.
oh ya, science!
FACI KUKU ALEX GAVE ME ANOTHER C.
2Cs FROM HIM ALREADY CAN!DAMNN IT! )))))):
UT after school.
ohh, first time!
hopefully i wont flunk. :x
cus this is the first UT, flunk then can die alr.haha!
meet J&Co to woodlands then i did a bad thing):
cheer went back yishun alone.
cheer must be cursing me for leaving her alone):
oh man, i think im a bad person.tsktsk!):
slacked & eat @ foodcourt.then home.
RJ-ed!& yippeeee!
i know what im gonna do for my PP.
so happyyy.
:DDDDD
sleeping time(:

Wedenesday.
woke up super late today. around 12 plus going 1?(:
but i woke up, then sleep &toss around.
& sleep again(:
i dont know this repeat how many times. HAHA!
finally, got to sleep till 12 plus!
woohoo~ shiok,bodoh!(:
now im gonn do my PP scope & emial shige then wait for his approval.
hopefully he'll approve cus im quite scared tt it will be too easy. :p
yea, i manage to get an easy way out.
trgg ltr.
adele say she dont feel like going.
so, i ask her to work hard & she sure will be a good shooter.
so hope she hangs on & strive hard.
also, if she dont go then no one is with mee lehh!
cus cheer went for national training.
okay, mentally preapred to have some sprints ltr(:
SAM, jiayous!
anw, suyuan says tt the school kayak sucks.
no idea how sucks it is.
or maybe i should give up?
oh man, sam! there's goes again!
giving up without trying :\

sometimes, i seriously dont feel like thinking any further.
but, can i?
i doubt so. );
i feel like stopping everything & i'll just cont my peaceful life.
can i do that? cant! mentally, cant! );
oh man, i'll see how then.

went to ball with yujia&co.
went to her house to change & take ball.
then went to her house there to play ball. many ple lehh.
after that, we lost for the first match. :\
slacked & crapped with yujia then they say wanna shift court.
shift alr, then shift to another place call... tekong?no idea.
the place is like jungle! seriously, jungle!
many fly! ewww!
was quite fun. then after tt, i stop playing & rot.
rot,rot,rot!
&best friend(shane) peek at what i type!
bloodly hell! so paiseh! she still read out can! )):
no longer best friend. haha!
everything was fun! & is fun knowing them! (;
i think kimo is scared to see me again due to my WHY question.
:DDDDDDDDD
& thanks for YUJIAAAA for sending me to woodlands station cus im the only one who stay in YISHUN! );
& i gonna organise another game in YISHUN! yippeee!
ok, after that, home sweet home(:
i missed 2 of my shows then im sad!
;D, kidding. that's all.
not sure what i'll do ltr.
swimming? perhaps(:

im lost! seriously.
im like lost in the jungle. dont know where im supposed to head to.

just wanna be dead.
just wanna stop thinking.
just wanna walk as what it is like.
just wanna do what i want to.
just wanna know what i want in my life.
just wanna....



i dont know, please dont ask me.

having science(lab) today.
school was alright.
but little bored.
but i hate this faci, seriously.
gave me a C for simply nothing.
Hello?! not as if i did not put in effort.
I put in effort to understand & do everything,ok!
fine, stop about all these.
i found out something.
i sucks at expressing myself.
expressing myself to allow ple to understand me.
alright, is okay. they just have to guess their way out. (;

i dont know if im doing the right thing.
but i guess i just have to do it. or else i'll be thinking it over & over again & never stop.
so, say yes to kayak.
i asked someone along, who is yujia(J).
she say that she is a very outdoor person, so i ask her tag along.
:DDDDD
super glad to know her.
she is nice & a sweet person, seriously.
you'll see her as a 'hack care' person, but i tell you what.
she's more determined, stronger & she's a totally different person as you think.
so, know a person well before you judge them.
till now, i do know what's mt goal is.
at first, i though i know. but now, i ponder again.
now, i think i think im drifting apart.
all those past that i thought was my dream/goals seems so unreal.
i hope i will make my way through. EXPLORE & see where is my future.

Tony told me that i've a chance to get into the main team if i put in extra effort now.
Or else, I wont get a chance to do so.
Someone let me to hold back & let me wish that i'm not in the team.
but i know is so not worth. i want to be in team,seriously, I WANT!
i dont know im never a good player.
or really, im never put in effort/ my best.
i came across this today: "is either you do, or you dont do at all".
sounds pretty true.
so, i'll tell myself this.
since i've already walk this far, give in my best shot. if it really fails again, i'll admit that i never give it my best.
i need to be discipline & make sure everything will do well.
be it the game or training.
BETTER WORK HARD ,SAM!(:
byeee.

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yesterday problem is easy.
finishes my powerpoint before 1.
went to eat with classmates during second breakout.
first breakout, i meet suyuan &co.
then never get a chance to meet vic&co.
but, guess what. i saw vic at the lift & when we're walking towards food haven...
i saw leeshi!
omg, was so paiseh. then i saw our whole gang there.
but sadly, i wasnt joining them cus i got to reach class early cus 2nd meeting will be out of classroom. so, yaa.
i went to meet Kieran(J) to pass her her sweets. her energy booster! :D &
the world is so small! she's in the same class as suyuan!
there is so many ple i know there! wani, jess, nadiah & suyuan.
quite a number alr. they are jealous that, i bought sweets & choc for her.
BUT, there is smth to exchange for. the 6P! :x haha!
was so funny.
Kieran is a crap person! haha! i can say as she dont know my blog!
lalala! action sehh.
Jess say that im talkative! am i? i'm not right! :D
was laughter here & there.
quite entertaining though. even the presentation is entertaining. haha!
i doubt ananotmy will be entertaining. &
tt stupid old man seriously gave me a C! ):
my second C in 2 weeks leh! SAD CAN!
after school, went to swim with adele.
when i stand beside her, i feel weird la.
she so tall & skinny. i'm so fat & short. );
then we swam 7 laps(to & fro).
tired, & i bet adele able to sleep soundly by then.(:

im gonna be like J, update everyday! hopefully i can. :DD

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rot at home the whole day.
wasting my time.
wanted to go for a swim but ended up raining & thunder!
);
nothing much to write about.
something is letting me to think twice.
i'm unable to decide if i should or should not.

tmrr training/selection for netball.
& sociolgy tmrr.
BOREDNESS!
& mr little grainieee is back tmrr.
i dont wanna get another C from him lehh.
soooooo, need to talk & communicate.
aiyaa, all this are bullshit.
walked back to mrt after SLA thing on fri with J.
she damn cute la.
& i tot her im a woodgrove-er! :D
& a librarian.
she told me she stole a few books there.
she canged for a better one le. not so naughty.
haha, imagine the way she talk. funny laaaa!
okay, byeee.
gonna have my dinner alr.
byeeeeeeee.
TMRRR IS A BETTER DAY! :DDDDD

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hello, people.
i changes my skin again!
yea, again.
alright, went to shao ping birthday chalet ytdd.
i tot i reach quite late alr but me & bf are still early!
only qiao&bf, ah pui & ben also mr BOON reach. of course, ping is there.
she is so scared we're not entertain as she is the first time being the host.
heeeeh.
i tell her no worry la!
but she is still scared lor.
then xin & co came.
they played indian poker.
loser will drink. (i dont know what is it call)
some mixed alchol laa.
then,cut cake &more.
cut alr is alr 12 le.
so we hurried &....
unable to catch the last trian so have to cab back to yishun!
IS SUPER EXPENSIVE CAN!
THE EXTRA CHRAGE IS 1/2OF OUR FARE!
tsk! cus we dilly dally. then, miss the last train.
alos, all of them tot that 1230 is the last trian but is 0014!
rawrrr!
we cab down from chevron is already 0022.
sian 1/2.
so we cab down from JE MRT. split cab lor.
me, bf & weeee.
then mabel, fabian, melvin & ah pui anoter cab.
*yawn!
reach hm bathe then sleepppp like a pig! :D
i wake up @ 1plus.
heh, the last time i wake up @ this time is after i came back from OBS.
so shiok la.
okay, im gonna bathe &byeee.
will update more.



MON, WILL BE THE TRAILS FOR YEAR 1.
WILL THEN SEE HOW MANY GOOD YEAR 1 PLAYERS THEN.
tsk, i will feel more inferior.
i'll have to buck up & train hard!

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oh man, year 1 is different from year 2.
so much different.
you'll know it only when you experience it.
school is tiring & i think im lucky to not to attend school tmrr as i've no lesson tmrr!
yipeeee!
happy right.
so,im gonna cut hair with mummy.
mostly i'll just trim my hair as it like so bushy!
but cheer say like tt better, im mean my hair is not tt unkept.
ok, i know my hair is always unkept!
feast, feast, feast.
im waiting for a big feast.


now, the important thing.
what am i supposed to do? what is my goal? what i want to be in future?
omg, is all question marks.
after this dipolma, where am i going.
I DONT KNOW. REALLY DONT KNOW.
OH MAN,IM A FAILURE.
is late, time to sleep.
though i've no class tmrr but im still tired.
byeeeeee, people. nights(;

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seriously, today is a BIG suay day.
wahtever it is, is over & dont wanna say.
who cares man! she's aint tt important to be said in my blog.
action ah! :D
school was alright.
but still, a little bored.
& sianzation still happens.
my group is fun, or i should say, my class is fun!
i think ple have alr warmed out & is chatting as we know each other for long.
today having antomy.
is like a higher level of biology(this is what my classmate says)
& ya, is about human body, so is about biology. :D
i dont know how to pass my UT man.
seems tough to meeeee lehh. );
now, i think i dont know how to do well for my daily grade.
tsk, year 2 is getting tougher.

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school was alright.
ytdd was the first day of school & thing went on pretty fine. (:
was great that suyuan same class with meeee!
but is bad as only 1 day & no one else i really know well in my class.
i know cheer gonna say she gotta none. at least farah still there. :DD
suyuan good la! all 5 days gt close friends with her ):
never mind, im waiting for next sem to same class with cheer.
HAHA! YEA, SERIOUSLY, IM WAITING! :DD
ok, finally the slowpoke is done!
byeeeee!

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ytdd just came back from camp.
omg, IS SUPER UPER FUN!
buttt, is tiring.
BUTTTT, all is worth.
initally is so bored & tiring.
after tt, when we're more close tgt, everything is fun!
i love kayeking.
:DDDDD
is fun but tiring sports.
camp build bonds and allow us to make new frineds(;
if im gonna name all out, is gonna be another essay.
so wont really touch much.
i learn alot & experienced alot.
i see alot & understand more.
im now more stronger to walk down a long way.
im determined to achiever my goals.
perserve & never give up.
((((((((((((((;

currently waiting for my pay day to strike.
& here i go to collect my money.
trucks loads of things to buy.
hoildays are not enough for me.
no meet-ups with my sec sch friends, & sch reopen just like in 2 days time.
time pass so fast till i never realiase.