yesterday went back to training.
guess that my position is not fixed yet or i can say i am not confidence in going into the team.
my skills,stamina, EVERYTHING is slacken!
i sucks at everything man!
or maybe im just lack of confidence.
i know that my skills are like way way behind.
it is still up to the mark yet.
i know is difficult to squeeze into the team.
as there are many many more players coming in.
like the seniors, & the U21 girls.
where i am gonna stand.
i dont know.
at this moment, with my skills, where i am standing?
how far more can i go?
with this stupidstamina & a big lump of fats, how fast can i run.
i think i really wanna train my stamina up to mark.
as what coach cheryl said like may years ago, & i've not been training on.
my stamina, cannot make it.ive to like improve.
improve & improve & improve!
so i think im gonna train myself.
like, yes!
hopefully,im successful.

is it still my passion.
how come i cant feel it anymore.
like then,back to sec sch.
i dont know.
too many unknown,
too many thing which lett me think more if want to make a big step into netball.
or a step back.
i dont know.



mummy called me this morn.
& she say she buying back many vcds & a bag for meeeee.
like yeah!
i asking my daddy buy chocolates from airport.
any idea what brand of chocolates is nice & is unique.
as in, cannot buy from Singapore or whatever?
tell meeeeeeeeeeee (:

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