Unspoken words.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

haha.
all those emo kinds of poems is from deviantart.com
haiis.
ii quarrel witt him.
saddening.
ii realli dunno what to do laa.
actually, overall is my fault.
ii should not go and play basketball when ii have very little time to meet him.
he pampers me.
this is the fact that i cannot denied.
ii'm an emo kid now !!
he has veen ti liang-ing me.
and ii have tookall those for granted.
now that he have enough, he say he wants to give uo on me.
ii knowhe stil cares about me.
what he say is all qi hua.
ii wan him to be back.
hopefully, my wish is granted.
ii always promise say ii will acc him but ii always will break my promise.
ii know he is already putting himself in my shoe ;e.
yes, not much expectation frm him.
ii undertand howhe feel.
this goes the same for me.
ii slowly dun understandwhat ii am talking abt.
so, the moral of the story is .
I WANT HIM BACK.

ii breathe because of YOU.
without YOU, i cant breathe.
withoutYOU, ii am not able to live.
youstillcaeforme.
whydoyoustillwanttoleaveme.
forme,you'reimportanttome.
iicantaffordtoloseyou.

iiwillloveyoforever.

10:46 AM

i love you forever.

i’ll never leave,for only with you i can truly be free.

i still can’t believe it happened to me,i prayed for you and you’ve found me.

i know there’ll be ups and downs,

that’s the way life is,

but i also know we can work it out,for with love everything can be.

so i have to say that with you near i can go through whatever life brings,

i’ve found my place and i’ll never leave,‘cause only with you i can be me.

i don’t know what God planned for us,but i know for sure that no matter what i’ll always love you.

iibreathbecauseofyou.withoutyou,iistopbreathing.

iijustwannaletyouknow,iiwillloveyouforever.

10:40 AM

Love is a game just meant to be played.

Love is a phrase just overly clichéd.

It's dominated by cheaters,players, and rule-breakers.

Where three words often said are lies spoken by fakers.

Love is an emotion and hormones are the cause.

Love is perfection that brings out your flaws.

Young ones are swayed into believing that it's real.

Soon concious of mistakes,next fear is what you feel.

Love is a wish desired by so many loners.

Love is a sight shown off by its owners.

It's a sad pathetic world when love is only wanted,for the sake of having it,and for it to be flaunted.

Love is a drug,addictive and strong.

Love is a toy and you're strung along.

The endings are painful,yet again you will start,to end with more lies and tears,and another cruelly broken heart.

Love is a reason to be treated like dirt.

Love is an excuse,an excuse to get hurt.

iibreathbecauseofyou.withoutyou,iistopbreathing.

9:52 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

THINGS DID NOT GO WELL SMOOTHLY.
Everything changes in ONE DAY !!
ii quarrel with darlynk.
Yupps. Quarrel .
Today, my classmates happen to brought up about me and darlynk stuff.
They asked me, how long am ii with darlynk le. ii am proud and say is one year plus.
Yes, I am proud about that. Dunno why.
But jux happen that ii quarrel with him.
Bothing much to sa as problem lies with me.
ii caused all this things to happen.
ii know darlynk have been trying his best to qian jiu me.
But ii jux take it for granted.
Is my fault !!
ii hate myself.
He always pampers me .
Not his fault in dong that , and Ii loves being pampered.
SLOWLY, ii took it for granted.
Hate to be regretting after things has happen.
This is not called ‘life’.
LIFE.
It is supposed to be beautiful.
Enjoying it.
But ii jux mess it all up.
SCREWED !!
ii read the conversation between darlynk and ping.
As usual, ii cried.
He’s right , but not all right !!
No mood to write on le.
Write some other day.

iinevergiveonyou. socanyou.

10:43 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

iim bored .
jux simply bored laa.
ii read many ple blog today (:
stating to go and write mine .
TODAY .
in class now .
supposed to discuss about my work . but iim not .
mummy dun let me go for training .
because iim not fully recover from my coughs .
AND HERE COME CHEER ASKING ME TO PLAY BASKETBALL TMRR !!
lols .
so should ii go ?
cox cheer is going along with her classmates . so iim asking my classmates along . who is .. WEIZHONG .
cox he is the only one who is damn sporty . damn ON de . hahas .
tt time we pon , he say go play basketball one fine day . AND , tmrr is tt one fine day . :D
OKAYS . BACK TO WHAT IIM SAYING .
mummy dun let me go for training .
den ii dn go lor . tt simple (:
suddenly ii so guai rights xD
ii dunno why .
SAME AS XIN .
ii have lost the passion ii have for netball .
ii dunno why .
perhaps is the people who iim playing with .
it is no longer YSS netballer .
those close mates ii have .
OR
iim just giving myself an excuse
cox iim lazy ?
ii dunno .
ii am not as commited as before .
ii dunno what ii wan now .
what ii am looking for .
is a question mark .

**ii am going lunch with my classmates.
BLOG SOME OTHER DAY (:

11:13 AM